Name/Surname: Mizieya
Nickname/Callsign: The Gentleman Gangster
Race: Human
Nationality: Welsh
Age: 48
Height: 180 cm
Weight: 90 kg
Sexual Orientation: Gay
Hobbies: Writing stories, playing keyboards, songwriting, volunteering
People often ask me why I still choose to help others. The answer is simple: because one day, there may be no one left to help me.
Child of Sin - lyrics
[Intro]
I ripped the collar off my neck,
threw down the keys, tore off the gown
I’m done reciting hollow prayers
for a god who’s never around.
Thirty years of bending knees,
of swallowing your silence whole,
[Verse 1]
While I fed the desperate empty promises
that poisoned my own soul.
Look at my hands—they’re raw
and bled dry from worshipping a ghost.
I gave you everything I had,
and you betrayed the ones
who needed you the most!
[Pre-Chorus]
Where is the thunder? Where is your rage?
Are you just a dead king
trapped on a printed page?!
I bled my life out on your cold stone floor,
And I’m not asking nicely anymore!
[Chorus]
Why did You drown the world in water
when You couldn’t cleanse our sin?
Child of Sin!
Why watch Your own Son bleed
to death just so the dark could win?
Child of Sin!
Why let the innocent decay
while tyrants wear Your crown?
Child of Sin!
Why stand so silent up above
while everything burns down?
Child of Sin!
If this is Your salvation,
then I’m tearing down Your shrine—
I’m done kneeling to Your ghost...
I’m Your Child of Sin!
[Verse 2]
I held the hand of a dying kid
who didn’t even know his name,
And you just watched him choke on air
while your holy vultures played their game!
Don’t talk to me about
“divine plans” or “tests we have to bear”—
That’s bullshit for the coward minds
who are too damn scared to stare!
You let the purest suffer
while the crooked rot in gold,
What kind of sadistic tyrant watches that unfold?!
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m tearing off the shackles,
I’m breaking through the door,
And I won’t serve a tyrant
on my knees anymore!
[Chorus]
Why turn the earth to plagues of locusts
just to prove Your petty might?
Child of Sin!
Why demand the blood of Isaac
on a mountain out of sight?
Child of Sin!
Why cast out Cain for murder
when You built his bloody heart?
Child of Sin!
Why promise us redemption
while You tear our lives apart?
Child of Sin!
If heaven demands blind obedience,
I’ll spit into the light—
I’m done pleading for Your mercy...
I’m Your Child of Sin!
[Verse 3]
Your priests are wearing silk
paid for by widows’ tears and grief,
Protecting monsters in the shadows
under holy cloak and thief!
They preach about salvation
with their hands inside the Till,
And you just close your eyes
and let them murder, rape, and kill!
If your church is your true reflection,
then your kingdom is a lie,
And I spit upon the altar
where I used to kneel and cry!
[Bridge]
You don’t deserve the worship!
You don’t deserve the crown!
I’m taking back my life
and I am burning this whole system down!
No more excuses!
No more turning the other cheek!
You’re not a savior...
you’re just pathetic, deaf, and weak!
[Breakdown]
Forgive me...
Not for walking away.
...But for staying this long.
[Chorus]
Why lock the gates of Eden
just for seeking what is real?
Child of Sin!
Why give us open wounds
that You refuse to ever heal?
Child of Sin!
Why strike down Job to win
a bet and call it holy grace?
Child of Sin!
Why leave us in the wilderness
without a single trace?
Child of Sin!
If wrath is Your eternal gift,
then cast me to the fire—
I’ll wear my condemnation...
I’m Your Child of Sin!
[Outro]
The candle’s out.
The spell is broke.
Your holy kingdom...
Was just a cloud of smoke.
I am Your Child of Sin.
Dear Charlene,
thank you very much for your comment and for reading and listening! However, I need to clear this up because there's a misunderstanding.
This soundtrack and lyrics do not express my personal views or my faith. I am a practicing Christian, and God comes first for me. The song and story are fiction and reflect the inner worldview, pain, and perspective of a specific character in my world, not my own beliefs.
It is the exact same as when a character in a story commits a murder or a bad deed – that doesn't mean I personally agree with it or endorse it either. As an author, I'm just giving space to different characters and their dark arcs to make the story believable and deep. Thank you for understanding! 🙏🤍
Maxim, Mizieya — the strongest thing in this whole piece is the quietest.
*"Forgive me. Not for walking away. But for staying this long."*
Everything above it is thunder, and then six words and it turns inward, and it stops being an accusation against anyone else. That's the line that makes the character a person instead of a position.
And Maxim, your reply below deserves saying out loud: writing a voice that isn't your own is the whole job. My novels are full of men whose views I don't hold, whose choices I wouldn't make, whose despair isn't mine. If a writer only ever gave the page to people who agreed with him, nothing on it would be worth reading. Giving a character his own worldview — especially a dark one — is craft, not confession.
Mizieya, the vocal carries it. That's a lot of rage to sustain for seven minutes without it going flat.
— Arden Tomas 🏳️🌈